what is happening
8/19/2024

okay so. a lot of stuff has happened in the last month for some reason. dont know why all of this right now but hey you know life has its twists and turns???? first thing is im moving from my house we've had for 3 years. typing it out it doesnt seem like that long, but the normal time we spend in one house is usually a year. maybe a little more, maybe a little less. tbh im not really scared of the change? sure its going to be WEIRD, ofc it will, but im so used to it im pretty excited. and also kinda not idk how to put it

next, i cant tell if ive been improving uh. i guess my daily life? bare minimum i now make my bed almost everyday. ive been talking to my friends a little more frequently. im still keeping up with at least 1 app i downloaded from last month (shoutout finch 2.0). anddd im still knee deep in projects. ive been trying to learn python, too, so i guess thats an extra bonus. idk in my head i feel like im so lazy but techically i am DOING stuff, it just doesnt feel like anything. wish i could try to fix that but it doesnt seem to go away so sucks to suck. not sure why im ranting so much, i mean it is my blog but i hate to be so down, oh well

on a bit of a higher note, next time i blog i'll probably be one year older and MAYBE have a "fall" job. as much as im excited for it, im also kind of not? i feel so eh to birthdays now but celebratings always fun so theres that to look forward to! ive also been watching detroit become human which has been pretty fun/depressing lol. also appearently some rare blue moon tonight. and i think thats all gang wow i really rambled. ok bye